My first real crush seen today
What if happen if you saw your first true love (crush) five years after..
What would you do?
Or think about?
What emotions would come upp?
how would you feel?
I apparently did every thing i could to just go back to the place i saw him in,
just so I could get at second glims of him
Alot of things came up in my mind like first i thaught that It coulden't posebly be him but when I looked closer
I was 100% shore.
Then i woundered if he saw me or recognized me.
After that i started to think about how long time it had passed from when I last saw him I think I was embarasing because i kept looking all the time to be shore and by that time i did that all the memories about when I was seeing him every day and all the things i thaugt i would do by the time "i become 18" and see him rushed in to my mind, like it was only yesterday.
I realy wanna know if he saw me and if he knew me.
The stangest thing happend before that, and that was when I was in the other half of the city I saw a guy that i thaught looked like him and thaught it was him from the start, but then when I saw the real one I figured out that I allmost forgot how he looked like until I saw him today right outside the entré shopping center with his friend as if he were there every day wich i doubt very very mutch since he dont even live in here.
I could not stop similng after words even though i did'nt talk to him or something like that it was the wierdest most exiting most scary moment in a realy realy long time and I loved every second of it even if it did'nt last more then maybe 10 sec.
I can noot belive that after all this time I see him again after FIVE years.
And that I was 13 or 14 when I saw him for the first time, and trust me it did not loke like love at all haha so do not think we where togheter he was just my firt real crush!
Well you never know then your crush might turn upp in the future cuz it realy does come when yur truly least expect it
But It was fun while the moment lasted! =)
What would you do?
Or think about?
What emotions would come upp?
how would you feel?
I apparently did every thing i could to just go back to the place i saw him in,
just so I could get at second glims of him
Alot of things came up in my mind like first i thaught that It coulden't posebly be him but when I looked closer
I was 100% shore.
Then i woundered if he saw me or recognized me.
After that i started to think about how long time it had passed from when I last saw him I think I was embarasing because i kept looking all the time to be shore and by that time i did that all the memories about when I was seeing him every day and all the things i thaugt i would do by the time "i become 18" and see him rushed in to my mind, like it was only yesterday.
I realy wanna know if he saw me and if he knew me.
The stangest thing happend before that, and that was when I was in the other half of the city I saw a guy that i thaught looked like him and thaught it was him from the start, but then when I saw the real one I figured out that I allmost forgot how he looked like until I saw him today right outside the entré shopping center with his friend as if he were there every day wich i doubt very very mutch since he dont even live in here.
I could not stop similng after words even though i did'nt talk to him or something like that it was the wierdest most exiting most scary moment in a realy realy long time and I loved every second of it even if it did'nt last more then maybe 10 sec.
I can noot belive that after all this time I see him again after FIVE years.
And that I was 13 or 14 when I saw him for the first time, and trust me it did not loke like love at all haha so do not think we where togheter he was just my firt real crush!
Well you never know then your crush might turn upp in the future cuz it realy does come when yur truly least expect it
But It was fun while the moment lasted! =)
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