how do I get this feeling out of me
Im tourn apart inside, even thougt its difficoult to se
I always hide my feelings when Im deprest
Cuz that is what i do the absolut best
Thats probably why you can't see my pain
Cuz im happy outside, but inside im going insane
I need something new in my life that could make me smile
Even thougt its gonna take me a while.
I'll hopefully find that special thing
And even thougt it might burn or sting
i will fight to death if I only think how much happiness it will bring.
Both my heart and my brain is set
The only problem is that it does'nt exisst yet...